chuan

meow~

2010-02-21T12:58:00.005+08:00

哭是因为很想妳而哭
哭是因为不想离开妳而哭
哭是因为舍不得妳而哭
哭是因为担心妳而哭
哭是因为不能没有妳而哭
哭是因为不能看不到妳而哭
哭是因为不想看到妳心痛而哭
哭是因为看到傻傻的妳而哭
哭是因为很爱妳而哭

有些话不用从口中说出
心里知道就行了
有些话不用多讲
心里领悟就好了

不是我不想说
是我以为妳会知道我心里会想说什么

也许全世界会说我傻或天真
但我觉得有些话是耳朵所听不到的
那些话是得用心去听得

我会想妳
我会挂念妳
我会无时无刻的爱妳

铨

...

2009-07-11T16:37:00.003+08:00

totally zzz now...
im nt insensitive and stupid to that extend that i duno wad's going on..
sometimes i rather choose to be sensible abit and stfu instead of making a fuss..

if that's something that will cause any disliking.. jux voice out..
wad's e point of..
ahh..
nvm..
zzz..

e past week had been quite a disaster ba..
sometimes i duno why are those sacrifices made..
things abit hectic in the company~

he went to ctc and last min push everything to us..
was touring e whole freaking island on tues jux to give some stupid slides..
which apparenly an irresponsible bastard decided to try to siam it and push everything to me..
wad a fucker..
this is jux part 1...

so basically i went thru all e mrt stations on tues..
zzz.. or is it wed.. couldnt rmb..
ok... suddenly rmbed it..
thurs.. that same bastard decided that woo~~ fuck it.. and went on leave..
FUCKER!
fucking geng all the way since before brunei til now..
smlj?
you shag!?

holding some responsibility within me.. i conducted the lesson for my own coy..
his coy suppose to come.. BUT.. didnt..
ok..
so i prepare everything slides, book the lecture rm, every shit for that bastard..

next day come..
bastard had to conduct lesson..
1st. push responsibility to other ppl ask others to conduct cox he's busy with nth..
2nd. said i was SLACK and pissed me off so fuck much that everyone around me wanted to punch him..
3rd. decide that his breakfast was more impt and went for his FUCKING breakfast..
4th. called me in the noon telling me his boss had asked me to conduct the lecture for him..
5th. me being so buay kan call up his boss and checked it out..
6th. guess wad!
7th. he offered a pack of hello panda in return for me to take over him.
8th. I SAID NO!
9th. bastard no choice have to conduct..
10th. i still eventually went down and help him ( yes i'm fucking stupid but i'm no diff from him if i didnt help)

seriously.. sometimes i wonder why such ppl exist..
really wanted to kill him badly..
that piece of shit.. or worst than shit or wadeva..

had event at officer's mess ytd...
saw all the forefathers of our unit..
and story telling began..
ya.. a historical night..
wanted to leave but couldnt..
=/

zhen de hao sian..
zzz...

...

2009-07-06T18:26:00.002+08:00

back long long time ago..
had 72 route march..
went to alot of places..
didnt know singapore had em..
didnt know singapore had such nice view..
some day.. some time.. i'll go there in my cv..
ahaha..

my men got their red berets..
honour to have been with you guys..
For honour and glory!

SUFFER YOU BASTARDS!!!

2009-06-05T12:59:00.002+08:00

flying off in few hrs time..
duno why e plane is push forward..
damn~~
but i get to sit SQ first class..
WOO!!
but for 2 hrs.. _._

going to suffer, suffer.. and still suffer..
how....... fun........!!

last sat was a busy day!!
went stef's 21st bd...
caught up with sec sch friends..
didnt see some for quite long..
last time conversation were gaming..
now is army..
wonder wad will next time conversation be..
meet her dad... had a little CDO talk..
lol! and alot of familiar faces~~ =x

after that suppose to go wei wei's one also..
but in the end.. didnt go..
went to watch movie~~

last few days really kinda movie marathon..
watch... terminator, hannah montana, monster vs alien~~
all quite nice movies~~

had unfortunate event that occurs..
guess jux sway?

past 2 days were sweet for me..
though went thru lots of naggings and scoldings..
but it was all worthwhile..

it's jux so ironic that the more i go, the more i miss you..
tot it would be a norm already..
but this time round i really wish i didnt have to go..
you're jux so dear to me..

take care of urself..
make gd use of the time that you're free without me..
i'll be back really soon..

there's so much that i can tell you..
but nt gonna say those...

i love you..
that's all i wanna tell you..
(:

-

2009-05-31T18:17:00.002+08:00

i'm flying off again!!!
the place that i hated most!!
brunei!!
AHHH!!!!
sian~~

nth special happen so far ba..
went for jump~~
was shag and fun!!
WOO!!!

i wanna jump more~~
i wanna go for freefall course!!!
ahaha~~

having headache when i woke up today..
it's killing me..
lyke gonna explode le..

safra open ytd!!
heard from sis it's totally packed with ppl..
kbox is free ytd and today for safra card member(ME!!!!!!)
and $10 til july BUT I GOING TO BRUNEI!!!
妈的!!!

things.. ups and downs ba..
but it's common in life i suppose?
i'm so into mafia war in facebook!!
LOL!

IPHONEIPHONE
IPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONE
IPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONE
IPHONE
IPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONEIPHONE

=x

i'm missing you babe~
muacks!

...................................................

2009-05-15T19:46:00.003+08:00

havent had a gd rest..
havent eaten a gd meal..
havent even reach my bed..
fuck up...

it's jux forever me..
jux fuck myself la..
nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb!!!
ARGH!!!!

sghfkfadfhj

2009-05-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

meow~ i feel lyke blogging but duno wad to blog abt..
hmmm....~~~~

this weekend pass so fast!!!
THEY DIDNT PAY US BACK FOR VESAK DAY!!
@#$&*&^%#$@#$#%^&*^%$#@$%^&*&^%$#@$%

i need slp... tonnes of slp...
i'm lack of it from e past few days..
好累哦~~

suffering awaits....

我又要搬家了..
好讨厌...

i dun wanna stay at home le..
):

think i'll gt karma one day for thing's i've done...

IT'S SO HOT THESE DAYS!!!!

this is a very stupid post.. LOL!

blah blah blah

2009-04-26T18:13:00.002+08:00

ok! i need a break!!
things are getting onto my head~
sometimes times are really so much better in camp..

coming back home jux seems lyke getting back to the harsh reality..
damn..
i dun lyke to come back home..
):
i wanna stay out...
(:

times will pass so fast that it will soon be time to take off to brunei..
roar roar roar!!!

jux wanna shout out real loud!!
ROAR!!!

when can life ever be a peaceful one..?
:

self pity-ing jux seems so pathetic yet i'm committing it..
BOO!!
fuck myself~

I WANNA SIGN E PAPER BEFORE I GO BRUNEI~~
then got overseas pay.. MUAHAHA!

sniff sniff~~ she smells so sweet~~
(:

!

2009-04-14T19:46:00.002+08:00

back quite long ago..
took quite a long break..
and i'm minutes from going back le..

weather was freezing there..
but it was a whole new experience..
enjoyed alot..
drink alot..
puke alot..

bleah back to reality..
life...?
AHA!
(:

BYE!

2009-03-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

TAIWAN!

huh?

2009-03-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

Commando Officers' Dinner & Dance~

im on course!!
and it's damn bored!!
becox of it i cant go sentosa with battalion!!
AHHHH!!

but got to meet some old buddies~~
woo~

Meow~
加油哦!!

kong-ed

2009-02-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

Cpt Kong is my OC..
Aka King Kong, Kong 爷..
he dun look lyke a king kong but he is sure the king..

he likes all e DCs to suffer..
everytime we're in pain or suffering..
there'll be a smile on his face..

nevertheless he is one hell of an OC..
he's dat gd..
and he's very crazy person..

he whack our physical lyke hell..
at e same time he mind fuck us to core..
with him DCs can nv relax..
always expecting e unexpected..

SUFFER YOU BASTARDS!!
this is one of his favourite lines..
but i think we're all mentally influenced by him..
cox we always laugh and push harder when he says that..

though he whack us..
he give us tonnes of welfare too..
he's a very fair and reasonable person..
jux a little crazy during pt and in field..

i respect my OC~

bleah..
whole body is jux acheing non stop!!
this is jux da beginning~~
more to come.. more to come..

everything esle is jux as usual..
i wasted alot of money on taxi..
真是他妈的...

$$$$!!
no more $$!!

又要book in了啦..

想你哦~

慧

2009-02-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

ytd...
wasnt a very perfect day..
or rather is quite disastrous day
but to me..
was a very meaningful day..

nth went smoothly at all..
probs arise..
both was unhappy..
one thing end and another came up..
really nth lyke v day..

but cox of everything that had happened..
i realise sth that i can really confirm now..

maybe i dun understand myself or wad..
but under normal circumstances i wouldnt have return..
i didnt know why i did that either..

true..
everything you said ytd jux piss me off that badly..
including that few words you said..
no word can ever describe my anger/disappointment/sadness at e point of time..

but all jux went awy e moment i saw that face of urs..
i couldnt bear..
it's too painful for me to see it..
is then that i realise..
no matter wad happen..
you're someone that i can never lose..

sry that you cant feel the love that i have for you..
but i jux know i love you that much..
i dun have e ability to provide you with things you want..

time & time we argued over things..
but e worry i have for you nv seize when that happen..

there's jux no way that i can hate you..
you're that special to me...

alot of things cant happen jux because you didnt know you cant..
how will you feel if i did exactly e same thing?

i'm sry if ytd had been a very sucky day for you..
is my failure to let that happen..

路再怎么辛苦我也一定会走下去..
再多困难我也一定会闯过去的..
可能偶尔会感到一些些的累..
但对你的心是永远死不了的..

i'm nt a gd bf or a very best friend of urs
i let you suffer..
you always seems so unhappy and sad..
i'm sry..
but i'm really trying my best..

i'm nt great..
i'm nt special..
i'm jux another normal person..
but a normal guy that really loves you alot..

铨

~

2009-02-08T19:31:00.002+08:00

我的星期六全被烧掉了.. ROAR!!!! >:(

我没的去台湾.. roar~~ T-T

我有十六个能干的手下.. :D

我得做天使..
不能在骂人了..

一切又得重头来过..

又要去fieldcamp了..

我在公司玩pokemon~~

我的钱包里是空的..

我好想你~

我已经不小了..

这家...

我再也待不下去了..
受够了..

恭喜发财!!!

2009-01-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

今天是大年初一!!!!
ahaha..

consider myself 倒霉吧~~
ahaha..

忍一时风平浪静..
退一步海阔天空..

的确有难言...
但.. 说了也没差别..

累..
去睡了..

take care & enjoy..

疯了

2009-01-25T18:49:00.003+08:00

现在好辛苦...
不知道你到底怎么了...
这还是头一次..

也许我令你感到很烦吧..
有什么事是我不能知道的...
你不讲我真的会像更多的...

我真的被你搞到很累..
你没感觉到我的爱...
那是我没用吧...

现在想关心你也那么难...
我不想你一个人痛苦..
但如今我再也不是一个你能分享痛苦的人..

我真的好失败...

真的好难受..
快要被搞到崩溃了...

不懂你要什么..
我也想很正常的爱你...
我真的很努力的在保着这段感情..

好乱好乱...
我的心情是因你而摆动..

真的不知道该怎么办了...

跟你吵时我真的不知要找谁...
每次有事都会找你..
现在谁都不能找了..
自己一个人真的好难受..

真的是好担心你..
但.. 我现在什么也做不到..
你也不想理我..

痛...

courage dispels fear~

2009-01-18T16:05:00.003+08:00

ah~
dat's my coy motto..
got 16 under me now..
1 went out e second day due to past injury..

all 16 seems nice..
lucky of me to have a quite zai det~

last wk was 1st wk of btn life..
officer isnt easy to be..

shot well during range..
got $200!!
wooo!
but cannot see also..
fuck..

stilll got quite a long way to go..
hope everything jux sail smoothly..

and lyke e economy..
i'm facing one hell of a financial crisis..
damn!!!

currently..
hmmmm..
still abit..
duno how to 解释...
cox i also duno 心里在想什么...

不知道自己做的是否对或错...

真的很想告诉你们别在管我了..
看到你们面对我的假笑容..
真的让我觉得自己已变成家里的负担...
真的真的..
求你们别在管了..

i need to learn to be independent 了吧..
dun wanna 靠 anyone anymore le..

真的好想哭...
这种生活真的好难过下去..

病猫~~ take care of urself..
hugs~

2009..

2009-01-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

havent had time to blog bah..
most of e time use for slping cox i'm tired~

ya.. hell began.. and it ended today..
walk ard 80+ km within 5 days..
almost gone case during da second day..
suppose to be 120km..
but.. ya.. it's really hard to walk that long..
too much transformation..
but.. ya.. i made it thru..
no more walking..
it was quite an experience..
learnt so much..

it's however jux da beginning of e year..
long long way to go..

had to say..
this year started very badly as a whole..
my social skills are quite bad..
facing quite a lot of shit..
my temper is still there..

sigh~~
cant believe it's a brand new year..
and unhappiness seems pouring all over me..

envious is wad i had for e rest of my coursemates..
their friends, family know wad they are facing..
they got their back supported and things to fall on..

me..? who knows wad i'm going thru..
ya.. blame me for nt telling them..
but.. no point bah... self pity is jux.. so crappy..

flare my temper today once again..
was jux too pissed..
wtf man..
i could have taken a free ride to bl..
becox of you fuckers..
who fucking insist da rest havent leave and shit..
and need to help out..
end up i was jux standing there doing nth..
fuck..
you want to drive me back to bl?
can you?
you guys dun even stay near there..
totally fuck!

but again.. i'm lyke a total idiot..
who actually stayed..
sigh..

my phone is lyke..
sot..
think i havent really took gd care of it..
i'm super broke jux e beginning of e year..

i'm trying so darn hard to be happy..
but it's jux getting from bad to worst..

had a small transition during e 5 days..
rush to phone directly after in camp..
end up jux staring at e phone for 2 hrs..
hoping for some vibrations..
simply naive of me..

sometimes..
really thinking wad's e whole point..
wad's e meaning behind it..
feeling so icy cold around me..

and fuck!
i cant believe that politics occurs in NS!

jux hope..
hope that battalion will spice it all up..
jux fucking brainwash me totally..

it's jux feel so bad that even when i'm tired..
slping seems so fan that i cant slp..
aHhHhHhHhHhHhHhhHhHh!!!

i have no friend..

dilemma...

2008-12-25T13:40:00.003+08:00

这...

到底是算什么..?

我真的不知道...

=/

but anyway..
merry christmas to all~

):

2008-12-23T00:28:00.001+08:00

累...

因该怎么办呢?

am i being a 笨蛋..?

ah......

):

fuck!

2008-12-21T23:54:00.005+08:00

i'm going to hell soon..
very soon..
cant really get to slp..
too much things up my mind..
烦-ed..

cant you all jux leave her & her family alone..
zzz.. it's sickening..

leave me alone as well..
stop doing all da stupid things..

why cant you all understand that it's me who's doing this..
so wad if you all da adults..
fuck you all..
i hate adults..
dun fucking think you all knowing wad younger ones are thinking..

走过? SMLJ!? do you know i wish to fucking kill you all?? 想过吗?

nb.. one side lyke that.. another side lyke that.. THEN I HOW!? pcb..

if only i have a weap..
i'll fucking kill every single fucking one of you..
every fuck one..

this is nt my life..
my life is being taken awy..

i wanna leave home..
i wanna stay in camp..

no one make me do anything..
i do everything on my own will..

dun every fuck time say i 听不进去..
you fucking ask urself who's da one..

it's all my fucking fault..
blame no one but me..

now i'll stay in camp for x'mas and new year..
fuck..
it's a much fucking happier place..
i will suffer..
but i fucking forget every fucking shit..

i duno wad the fuck am i anymore..
fuck it..

she didnt fucking tell me to do any fuck shit..
she cant make me do things i dun want..
why da fuck you all cant fucking understand..
wad the fuck?!

follow me to camp la..
fucking fuckers..

fucking agonizing waiting by the fucking phone..
it fucking suck..

dat's all i fucking deserve for loving someone so much..
fuck e fairy tales..
fuck e love stories..
fuck life..
fuck myself..

做人做到那么辛苦 for fuck?

cant see my own fucking money..
cant do wad i fucking want..
wtf?

leave la..
all fucking leave la..
cb..
jux fucking survive on my own..
痛苦 or 辛苦 only one person nia..

jux hope i fucking die in camp..
FUCK!

.

2008-12-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

痛...

真的好痛好痛...

没想到会那么痛...

谁都好..
让我心死去吧..
so i dun feel anything..

想和自己爱的人在一起都不能...
我到底做错什么..
她也没做错任何事...
我们是因为爱对方而在一起..
很难接受吗?

被夹在中间好辛苦..
为了我们..
我不在意..

但你做出了决定..
坦白的..
真的...
hai...

一想到你..
泪就不停的流..

又得一个人面对..
no one left..
i hate being alone..
jux hate it so much..
cox i'm scare..

算了...

tsk~

2008-12-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

不知道自己又做错了什么...
我已经很尽力了...

不懂你心里在想什么...
真的很想知道你在想什么...

不知你所send的msg是什么意思?
能开导我一下吗?

好高兴你来...
真的好开心能在那看见你...

当他说你在那时我已马上赶去了...
但已太迟了..
你走了..
真的对不起...

不知道你会在那等..
或许是我笨吧...

我..
想知道你心里的感受...
能告诉我吗?

看到你这样..
我真的好痛苦..
只希望看到高高兴兴的你...

觉得我总是你不开心的因素..
对不起...

2008-12-08T18:24:00.001+08:00

对不起...
这星期没心情blog...

不知是难过还是生气..
好讨厌自己...

PANG KANG LOH!!

2008-11-30T13:27:00.002+08:00

intensive rehearsal for commission parade..
next week got ACPC.. gonna wear no. 2.. WOO!

hmmm..
still feeling very sad that cant be pc for da parade..
他妈的他妈的!!!
see those fuckers giving da command..
though i can trash em anytime..
but.. I JUST CANT!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
sigh~

i really cant have any money!!
damn! i seems to have problems keeping em..
HMMM!!!

last week was sort of a lecture week..
but every lecture i jux slp~~
cox it's really lyke.. no point listening 吧..
had night outs.. but didnt went...
was broke after paying for those mofos who didnt come..
and baby wasnt free..
was juz rot in bunk..

things getting chaotic in our wing..
the red berets vs green berets..
endless raping at night..
lol!

lots of things went thru my mind..
think sometimes i really take somethings too hard..
it's really affecting me alot..
and it suck!

really juz wanna fuck care everything..
it's really exhausting having to fight off things dat is lyke superglue-d to my mind..
it's juz so 矛盾.. on one hand i'm try so darn hard to forget things..
but next moment it fucking appear in my mind..
kinda suck eh..

ytd watched madagascar..
宝贝was late..
was kinda pissed bah..
but later realise that i'm FUCKING SHORT TEMPERED!
fuck..
i suck..
thinking of da countless time i've been late..
and she didnt say anything..
and now she's late and i was angry..
fuck myself man!
bleah..
in the end i didnt really focus on da movie..
da mood wasnt there..

wanted to take a breather outside and relax..
end up all these happen..
tsk tsk..

baby having tough time now..
poor her..
hugs~~
sucky me...
cant be there when she needed me..
i'm a fuck up bf!!
):

有时候really just feel lyke staying in camp and dun come out..
啊!!! hai~~

不写了..

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给,
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协,
是我忽略你不过要人陪..

你好累,你默背,为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪,
你的美..
我不配..

wa wa wee wa!!

2008-11-23T12:21:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA!!!
wing cohesion day!!!
hmmm.. got photos..
but have to wait..
cox i'm a cam whore without cam..
xD

it's juz whole day at sentosa!!
play play play!!
bio bio bio!!
tann tann tann!!
ahaha!!
it's was fun!!
and shag!

earlier that day sent my 宝贝 to class~~
she ah..
forget her classmate's name..
ps-ed!!
=x

then after sentosa met her again~~
then went home!!

but was kinda sian cox needa book in to do retest..
so was kinda rush..

sat..
began da day in camp..
re-tactic test..
and off for a packed day!

so.. went meet peng and gang..
was celebrating weney's belated bd and peng's transition to be a man =x
went sakura and EAT EAT EAT!!!
eat until wanna vomit le..
but still EAT!!
some food were quite sucky..
wanted to eat lyke 60 bucks worth of food..
but it was a 不可能的任务!!

spent quite long eating and crapping..
after that went E2max to..
by right watch a nice movie..
but leh..
失望失望!!!
sucky!

after that went balcony for a drink..
didnt really drink though..
hate beers..
i'm a hard liquor fan xD
played some games..
did some stupid stuff..
after that rush to meet my queen..

this is where hell begins..
i missed da last train back to bl..
so took da one to je..
reach je le..
realise that my wallet was kinda empty..
and!
my hp is gonna be out of batt..
so try my luck to call her..
unfortunately..
she was bathing..

so..
no bus! no cab! no $!
i walked from je to bl..
alot of thinks went thru my mind while i was walking..
roar!!
but ya..
my fault bah..
didnt check before i left.

so walk and walk..
then finally!!!
reach le..
then went home ard 5..

when i tot nth could get worst..
i got locked out..
family all slping le..
call em also nv pick up..
so.. ya..
slpt outside my house til my mum open da door..

wad a day man..
so now i'm currently one who's totally lack of slp and completely shag!
but think tonight book in le then 一次过slp吧..
muahaha..

3 more weeks to commission!
now joint term 咯!
whole day parade rehearsal!!
lalala!!
hope got nights out! xD

ok!
end!

lalala..

2008-11-16T12:09:00.002+08:00

happy 8th mth anni baby girl!!!
hearts!!

one more to go and da black choc bar is mine~~
muahaha~~
hope nth happen bah..

last week went out with black and gang to watch 007...
damn..
sucky..
think i too immature to understand it xD
i want action!!!
shitty..

after that went.. coffee club to talk cock..
suppose to meet them early cox black wanna go shopping..
but..
hmmm..
think i lazy..
AHAHA!

after that all went back..
so met up with my hungry baby~~
buy things.. then went her house..
then.. went back home..
then slp!

friday came back..
was late and shag
couldn't meet baby~
):

ytd..
went town with ocs gang~~
go walk walk ard then headed for my sir's wedding..
nv been to a malay/military wedding b4..
so go see see..

suppose to go geylang jalan jalan de..
cox it's nearby..
but leh..
all sorang~~ nb..
so all 各走各的..

went baby's house..
she needa study for her test..
so went over to acc her..
stuff me with one huge bowl of food..
evil her!
ROAR!!
stayed til quite late then left..
was a walking zombie la..
nearly fell aslp walking..

but ya..
felt great seeing my baby~~
香香的她..
miss her~

later gonna book in le..
真是他妈的...
everytime book out time past so fast..
AHHHHHHH!!!

this wed gonna be shag~
fri got wing cohesion~
think going sentosa~~
hope that porsche guy did plan for it!
booking out sat..
GOT PARADE REHEARSAL!!
of all days sat..
FUCK!
waste my weekend!

hmmm.. duno how to end this entry~
AHAHA
ok.
END!

我的天啊!!!!

2008-11-02T04:34:00.003+08:00

ohaiyo!!

it's...

HALLOWEEN!!
wooooooooooooo~~
ytd or today or friday?
duno la..
someday...
guys all partying at st. james~~
WOOO..
but i dun lyke that holy place~~
xD

eh..
hmmmm..
went to watch HSM 3 with anata juz now..
nt bad bah~~
everything have to come to an end~~
so does this movie!

then walk anata back and talk alot..
reached home ard... HMMM!!!
quite early in the morning~~ ^^

was playing with facebook juz now..
then chatting with her..
TIL NOW!!
lol...

fell aslp juz now..
wonder wad she did to me..
roar!

bleah~~
pretty her~
kawaii her~~
hearts!

以下都是我心里的感想..
没其他的意思..
也不是针对任何人..
不爽就别看..

actually.. duno how all these 开始的..
but now.. everything is gonna explode..
it's a matter of time bah..

it's kinda inappropriate for me to make comments..
but.. juz 觉得大家 muz 冷静下来吧..
硬碰硬will only let to 两败俱伤...
really feel damn 反感 now..
hai~~
wad is done might or might not have a reason behind it..
though one might nt have consider others feeling b4 making any decision..
but by doing wad one did will only make you be lyke one..

师母, 热情是发自于内心而不是空虚的..
它不因为status而消失..
不然您过去几年是被什么给推动呢？
失败乃是成功的妈妈!!
我想把我给训练出来的你..
是不会那么轻易失去信心的..
加油加油!!!

LMFM!!!

2008-10-30T02:42:00.003+08:00

back from ecp~~
a little tann here and there..
cycling abit here and there..

pictures...
HMMM!!!
ok..
i'm lazy
pls proceed to http://cynthiagoh.blogspot.com for pictures!!
AHAHA!!!
=x

damn..
i noticed i look fat!!
fuck no!!!
i muz be a lean mean fighting machine!!!
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!!!
DIET DIET DIET!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

and fuck!
i spend $16 for nth..
_._
too much $$ duno where to spend...
lol!
=x

everyone is slping in bunk!!
i'm slping at home~~
wa wa wee wa!!!
muahahas!
xD

hao la..
very shag le..
hit the bed i must..

oyasuminasai~~~

jabba jabba

2008-10-29T11:02:00.002+08:00

aha!

i'm bored~~~

I GOT JUICED 2!!!!
juiced 2 pwns me...
damn~

ytd met up with anata for..
things..
lol~

later going ECP for fun!!!
wooo..
hope dun hor lan...

IT'S WEDNESDAY ALREADY!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tml book in duno do wad again...
borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrringgggggggggggggg...

i need to find a game to play online..
intro anyone?

visit pspiso i must!!!

my queen made me sth~~~
nice nice~~
<3

hmmm..
hard nt to think so much after reading THAT..
but ya..
i jux..
didnt see anything bah..
(:

bored~~

2008-10-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

back from tw le~~
hmmm..
juz feel no satisfaction this time round...
everything seems lyke a repetition...
r & r is kinda disappointing though..

this time round was totally alcholic-ed...
almost every night is drinking and drinking..
havent drink so much for e entire year..

as usual..
spend quite an amt of money..
i have totally no concept of saving up money..

3 wks seems longer this time round..
but conditions were ultra bad..
=/

now back in sg..
countdown to C-day..

不知道不知道...
什么都不知道啦...
真是他妈的!!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!

bleah...
stupid pspiso keep giving me prob...
FUCK!!!
i wanna play juiced 2~~~~
wa wa wee wa~~

still noob-ed at facebook~~
damn~~

tired~
slp!!!

...

2008-10-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

只想开开心心的去台湾..
):

不是我不想说..
但我真的不知道要怎么说...

我只知道...
我要你开心...
其他的我什么都不管...

不知道自己还能给你什么...
不希望看见你那没笑容的脸庞...

但愿你还记得我之前对你说的话..
说的每一句都是真诚的..

痛苦是因为每天都得活在自己所恨的生活..
与你没管系...
别想太多..

现在真的很放心不下你..
心好不安啊..
怎么办才好?

有时真的好想停止呼吸..
好让我能结束一切...
我真是想不开...

会不会真的一去不回呢...
sigh~~

要好好照顾你自己..
要天天开心懂吗..
爱你..

.

2008-10-06T00:38:00.003+08:00

gonna fly again..
hai~~
having this really shitty feeling~~
parents say i'm accident-bound this year..
so.. kinda wry for me going over to tw..

sir and regine tie their eternal bond on sat..
helped out here and there..
was tired bah..
happy for them..
wish them all e best!!!

juz feel dat last few days is very shitty bah..
i think the word FUCK-ED is a better word bah...

really needa think thru alot of things bah...
duno whether i'm walking e right path..
going e right direction and making the right decision ant..

darn..
i suck as a bf..

gonna use time in tw to hao hao xiang bah..

but...

zhen de hao tong ku..
sigh~~

i'm lyke a total psp idiot..
somehow.. those games i dl-ed didnt seem to work..
zhen shi #@$@%@^@$@%$^%*%^ de..

friendster and facebook~~
wo chong chu jiang hu le!!!
=x

~

2008-09-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

sian~~ booking in soon~~
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG~~

my baby still hibernating bah~~
poor girl~~ study whole night ytd..
but still didnt manage to pass~~ =x
jia you for ur retest...~~

last week..
hmmmm...
bleah..
it suck big time~~
sigh~~
):
only besides da fact i got my bang bang badge~~
muahaha!

sir要结婚了!!!
恭喜恭喜!!!
sat is his 大日子!!!

nth else to update leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
sayo~

meow~

2008-09-21T18:33:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. dun really feel right now..
there's something up my mind that i cant get rid of..
zzzzz...
am i thinking too much or wad...?
jux feel so weird..
真是他妈的...

last wk was kinda tiring..
then tio duty~~ sat then book out~~
FUCK!!

went to meet my 女王 at thomson wedding~~
then went to her les chalet..
had sort of lyke a buffet over there~~
kinda full~~
and became the otah boy cox of YOUUUUUUUU~~
boo~~ roar~~

my anata didnt slp that night~~
poor her~~
she's sun burnt~~ but so cute can~~
lol~~ =x
she's also down with flu~~
so we cab back~~
initially wanted to take mrt..
but.. no more train service..
so ya..

then slpt over~~
and back homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

family went wild~~
psp-ed, digi camera-ed, lappy-ed!!!!
and they planning to buy alot more..
but sadly...
i wont be using THEM MOST OF THE TIMEEEEE..
darn!!

morning went bb with NSFs~~
LOL!
whole noon at jp with 家人~~
watch money nt enough dua for the second time~~
tear-ed abit here and there..
didnt happen the first time~~
duno why~~

today is my 妈妈's cheena bd~~ so celebrated for herrrrrrrrr~~
happy cheena bd motherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!~~~

i lyke to use ~~~ alot!!
=x

hmmm.. 要 book in 了...
roar~~~

希望 everything is okay 吧..
try nt to 想太多~~
tsk tsk~~
bleah~~ fuck it~~

ah~~ go pack stuff 了...
my baby nv reply my msg~
):
think she still pigging~~

love you baby!!!
muacks!!

bleah~

2008-09-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

havent been updating~~~
most of the time in camp~~
got com but cant blog...
then book out~~ three quater of time with my queen~~
one quater at home rot/game/tv/slp
so.. time to blog = 0.00000001% of my time..?
=x

anyway.. back from brunei~~
totally biang-ed ( biang is a mountain in brunei~~ kinda.. tall? )
9 worst and most shag days of my life so far~~
lost weight~~ and think i gain back more.. (darn~~)
learn quite alot in brunei~~
see some fuckers' true colour~~

flying to tw on 6/7 oct.. nt confirm..
another 3 weeks there~~

let's see...
my baby have diarrhoea..
poor her.. duno eat wad then become lyke dat..
but she still continue eating junk food..
roar!!
but dat's so cute of her~~ dat's why i love her~~
woo!! =x

hate the feelling of having money but cant see and touch em..
feels totally.. FUCKED!!!!

was on my way back home when i saw this kid carrying a newly bought lappy..
jux feel lyke banging my head on the wall..

been years.. and nth have been done..
lies? bullshit? talking cock?
zzzzz....

hmmm~~ i love my baby~~
muacks!!!
^^

shag~

2008-07-27T18:28:00.001+08:00

havent been blogging since duno when..
but anyway~
i got into ocs quite sometime ago..
and..
ya..
i'm very shagged now..
super slpy..
super low morale..
super duper sian..

i wanna rest..
):

bye!!!

2008-05-12T21:08:00.001+08:00

ok~~
leaving for taiwan~~

I'M GONNA MISS MY QUEEN!!!
NO!!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!
MMMMMMMUACKS!!!
(:

ROC~

2008-05-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Republic of china~~
taiwan~~

few days time i'll be in taiwan for training~~
training again..
roar~~

i'm lyke getting use to this holiday already~~
so shitty~~
think i'm gonna suffer when i go taiwan..
mux get use to da field again..
ahh~~
crappy~~

0914 no more!!!
i hit 0859~~
whee!!!
no more ippt for da time being~~

been with my queen for da past 2 days~~
jux feel so insanely relax and comfy~
totally in love with her~~~
ahh~~
=x

really taking a good break now..
and at da same time mentally prepare myself for ROC..
gonna miss my baby queen so much when i'm there..
3 wks is a longgggggggggggggggggggg time~~
):

time passes lyke so darn fast la..
now it's already friday night..
so fast!!!
jux 3 more days la..

mux treasure all this time with my anata~~
(:

ai ni!!
muacks!!

0914

2008-04-26T17:41:00.003+08:00

this stupid timing jux seems unreachable..
AHHHHH..
so buy 4D..
maybe will tio..
lol~

this week has been tiring..
next week will be hell week..
totally lack of slp..
totally panda-ed..

jux really hate doing things that i dun wanna do..
but it's totally of no choice dat kind of shit..
so lan lan have to do..
=/

life is such a bitch~
cox ppl always bitch & bitch..
including me~ xD

wad's infront of me seems to blur now..
nth is clear..
jux so luan~

feels more tiring having to reach home & cant even get a good rest..
ah~

speechless of wad's happening around me..
speechless of wad i'm doing..
speechless-ness pwns me~

wad's in my head is full of DUNOs..

book out time is too precious to be wasted on slping~~
ahhhh...
=\

jux need a really gd break to think every single thing through..
tsk tsk~~

tsk..

2008-04-20T10:44:00.003+08:00

Had a bad day ytd..
real bad one..

wasn't myself ytd..
tried to be focus..
but still got distracted..
duno why..

jux wasn't my day..

feeling so shag..
coming two weeks will reach climax..
either survive or drop..

been thinking quite abit lately..
hmm..
ah~ life goes on..

wadeva it is..
theodore!!
here i come~~

i miss my baby girl~

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

regrets~~

2008-04-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

hmmm..
jux regret of things that i didnt do some things in the past..
lyke...
studying..

but too late to regret also..
so..
lyke dat lorh..
sigh~

but nvm~~
past le..
ahaha..

this week has been very tiring..
lack of slp..
damn tired~~

schedule is jux so pack..
few more weeks!!
wooo~~
let's rock and roll..
^^

met my dearest ytd..
went for dinner and ice cream~~~~~~
then went to watch shutter..

da thailand one more scary though..
but da ghost in this shutter is..
creepy..
jux make ppl's hair stand..

ya.. we paid money to scare ourselves..
lol~~
both hugging each other in da cinema..
scary leh~~
=x

after movie..
spend some time tgt~~
then send my baby home~

simply enjoy with you my love!!
love ur company to bits!!
soooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!!
^^

few more hrs to book in~~~
roar~~
back to stressful days..

I LOVE MY ANATA!!!

toilet is my 3rd home..

2008-03-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

bleah~~
having diarrhoea since ytd morning..
feels lyke..
shit..
literally..
i see toilet almost every fucking hrs..
and my ass hurts..
lol..

duno wad i ate..
maybe it's da field camp bah..
combat rations..
eeeeeeeewwwwww..
DISGUSTING!!
da thought of it makes me puke..
~

had night out on thurs after field camp~~
met my baby girl~
she came all da way to tamp to acc meeeeee..
how sweeeeeeeeettttt..
but dat's nt da end of story..
cox it was an excuse for her to skip class..
opss!!
=x

soooo..
went ard TM searching for foooood..
went to.. erm.. forget wad place le..
then nth makes us hungry there..
so went ajisen instead~~~~~~~

was half aslp there..
cox.. shag out le..
but SHE manage to kept me awake..
ahaha!!
=x

ate wad she ordered..
which was..
something..
lol!

then walk ard TM with my fully filled tummy..
all da shops lyke close soooooooooo early!!

then send her to mrt station & got sweet sweet hug and kiss from her..
awwwww~~
melted~
=x

life nv been this high tempo..
highly stressed..
til cant slp properly at night..
everyday jux thinking of da next day..
times seems to be nv sufficient....
working 18 hrs every day for 6 days is EXHAUSTING!!
bleah..
nth i can do..
it's still gonna last for 3 mths..
lol~~

CONGRATS TO GIRLS AND GUYS TEAM!!
FINAL HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
ahahaha..
hardwork of instructors and cadets paid off..
nice!
(:

night scenry at tekong's beach roxy!
sky filled with stars is jux a beauty~
i saw a shooting star!!!
and guess wad i wished for!!
^^

hao le..
need a gd gd rest..

i....
miss my anata..

i....
love my anata..

i hate sundays.

2008-03-23T16:47:00.003+08:00

why!?!?!

simple..

cox i needa book in....

then i cannot see my anata..
then i'll miss my anata lyke crazy..

weekdays = hell
weekends = anata!!

eh.. i got nth much to blog abt last week..
cox it's confidential..
and cannot be blog..
classified!!

movie-ed with anata for da past 2 days~~
watched..
erm..
第一诫 & spiderwick~~
both also nt bad..

第一诫 ending was quite a twist~

spiderwick leh..
okok bah~~

ahaha..

most imptly is.. i was with my anata~~
so everything is so nice!
^^

oh..
i'm broke..
paid too much things during weekdays!!

time ticks to book in time..
roar!!

miss my anata!!

i love you..

sian-ed

2008-03-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

this is stupid..
time passes so freaking fast!!
darnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!
it's time to book in again..
roar~~

went sentosa on fri with my babeeeeeee~~
had lots & lots & lots of fun!!!
lyke first time going sentosa..
muahaha~~
cox didnt go there for a longggggggg time le..
and took tonnes offf picccccccccc

butterfly park was cool~~~~~
though i scare butterfly..
and they constantly kept flying towards me..
-.-

sky tower was..
tall..

underwater world was fishy~~
sea angel isssssss realllll angelic~~
ahahahaha..

then the lions went visit its cousin~~
merlion~~
da environment above its head was really relaxing~~
didnt wanna come down..
wahahaha..

oh ya..
went to sit something down da hill..
then went to sit something back up..
forget wad it's called..
but.. it rained!!
roar!!
but really fun~~
muahahaha..

babe didnt get to see her musical fountain~~
sad herrrrrrrrrrrr...
but went to habour front there to wei bao her..
ahaha!!

after that went back~~
babe went out with herrrrrr friendsssss..
then i went home~~

sat went chervon's club..
had an event there..
luckily had my baby with meeeeeeee...
if nt really bored to ultimate core..
cox it's really bored~~

after that went for movie~~~
stepy upy 2y~~
was late..
as always~~
=x
our curse~~

then walk home from je cox i didnt wanna go home early..
someone laughed lyke mad on da way..
then walk til lakeside~~
really shaged~
then A BUS CAME!!!
woot~
so took da bus and send her homeeeeee..

then went home~~
bump in jeremy and ms choo late in da night..
got a lift back home..
knocked out at 4 am

then today woke up around..
noon..

out to lunch with sista~~
then met up with my dearest girl~~
horton-ed~~
laughter beside me endlessly~
dinner-ed after da movie..
then send her home..
and here i am back at homeeeeee

gonna slp sooon le..
if nt tml book in sure die~~~~~~

slpy time~~
nite!

missesssssssss
lovessssssssss

POP-ed

2008-03-13T22:26:00.004+08:00

finally pass out after 2 mths!!
3 more mths of hell awaits me..
esp in dat chosen vocation..

24km was..
hmmmm.. wet?
weather really super guai lan towards us..
we stop it stop.. we go it pours..
the more we scold.. the more we get..
and..
haotan went "靠!! 下大一点啦!! 他妈的!! 下雪啦!!!"
and we laugh lyke mad..

trying extremely hard to clear our waterbags during da last route..

our boots were practically full with water..
feets swimming in our boots..
felt ultimately.. uncomfy..

24km ended..
put down every load on us..
and we either walk with legs apart..
or walk as if we can float..

we came back way before time..
so jux slack around in camp..

was looking at da clock..
getting nervous for her..
wondering wad will happen when they meet..
clock reaches 6.15..
i was thinking "o.....k.. they met"
feeling really bad..
wasn't around with her when they met..
=/

parade was gd..
OC had no voice after 2 days of shouting..
weather was kind to us during da parade..

took lots of pictures..
but.. ya.. blurred..

things were on a rush after parade..
arms to return..
logs to keep..

then went home..
walked her home..
got something from her..
real sweet..
then went back home..

parents slpt when i reach home..
so... gd things for me..?
bath and slpt..

spent whole day at home today..
lazy to move around.. so stone infront of tv and com..
email-ed from morning to evening..
to prevent ms silly from dozing off..
(:

whole body as usual aching from ytd..
my feet doesnt felt lyke it's mine..

my cough irritates me to da core..
but had my sweeeettt cough syrup to at least minimise da coughing

currently dat's nth in my mind..
except for my babe..
jux waiting for her to reach home safely..
(:

hearts!

...

2008-03-09T17:50:00.004+08:00

greater expectation comes greater disappointment bah..
ah..
fuck it..

jux feel lyke..
screaming all over..
but nvm la..

nvm..
anything..
wadeva..
f care..

mood was lyke totally gone..
but..
think le..
no point la..
this life is mine to live..

life's a bitach~~

ouch..

2008-03-09T10:28:00.002+08:00

body aching lyke hell..
esp leg...

dun even feel lyke moving..
jux pain..
lol..

wed pop le..
woot...

hope my cough recover asap bah..
it's.. disturbing..
lol..

bleah.. go do things le..

missing ya lots..
^^

slpy.. _._

2008-03-07T19:47:00.003+08:00

boo..
got back result..
full cert..
but.. grades is shitty..
so....................................................
duno lorh..

later needa book in le..
zhen shi siannnnnnnnnn..
do an impt test and book out againnnnnnnnn

nth much to say..

jux a big big bigggggggggggggggg ultra biggggggggg...

hai...

weird...

2008-02-29T18:46:00.004+08:00

woo..
book out early!!
ahaha..

marksman-ed..
but.. nt full score..
):

eh..
lack of slp..
so i'll slp moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
and moreeeeeee...

duno tml morning going for girls' comp ant..
see how bah..
hope to go though..

3 more events to go...

pop draws nearer..
but...
CBT is closer as well..

i hate nags..
zzz...
cant it jux stop lyke for a day when i'm lyke home..
jux..
stfu man..
gosh..

for some reason..
jux wish dat i hadn't book out at all..
f up..

should be happy de...
but is lyke da total opposite now bah..
duno why..

jux feeling...
so..
down.....................................................

camp seems to be a happier place out of a sudden..

...

bleah!!!

2008-02-24T13:24:00.002+08:00

ah...
back after 2 weeks of..
hell...
ahahaha..
down with flu and cough..
sian~~
hope to get better soon..

body aching everywhere..
pain, tired, pain, tired..
ahahahaha..

gonna book in soon le..
ultra sian½..

2 more weeks to jungle hat..
woooooooooooooo..

seems that CBMT really pass very fast..
so fast gonna pop le..
some of us will be posted out..
really feel sad for em..
esp those in my detach..
haiz..

jux wish everyone gets posted to CDO..

hmmm..
wad esle leh..
didnt went for da guys comp ytd morning..
kinda sicked and couldnt get myself up in da morning..
but got to know that they manage to do it..
top 10 or nt..?
next week will be girls turn..
duno whether can go ant..

got da stupid extra becox of..
bleah..
nvm..
dun wish to say..

last night went for steamboat at sir's new house..
guys with army talk..
girls with office talk..
lol..

after that went for movie..
jux a series of "L is so cute" beside me..
lol~~
but L is really.. ya..
cute in his way..
ahahaha..

always enjoy my time with you..
(: hugs~

after that went home duno at wad time..
bath and knock out..

hope you are really feeling better..
hard nt to worry since you're my life now..
(:

hmmm.. still got wad leh..
i think nth much le..

missing you lyke crazy~~
hearts!!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

time is ticking down to book in..
this time book in.. really is hell le..
duno when booking out..
sian½!!!

ok..
oh ya..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
ahahahaha..

currently very shag now..
if later got any rubbish inside..
forgive me..
lol~~

start with eve first..
eve..
relative came..
then eat..
then left..
then we gotta clean..
sian~~

first day...
gamble entire day..
then at night went for movie..

eh.. watched dat ah long movie..
it's was.. jux ok..
but i find it..
rather sian la..
nt as gd as expected..
went home kinda late after movie..

2nd day..
woke up kinda early..
went fwens' house for visiting..
then after dat.. few of us went swenson..
suppose to eat ice cream..
end up eating dinner there..
eh.. duno where went wrong with bill or us..
ahaha..
da amount doesnt seems right at all..
but anyway..
we all got back da change.. so ya..
ahahaha..

after dat went holland V..
haagen dus-ed
cox someone was craving for ice cream.. =x
talk and talk for quite a long time..
duno how long..
jux long..
ahahaha..
great ice-cream session..
(:

rush back to jp cox nearly late for movie..
ahahaha..

watch kungfu dunk..
nice movie..
at least i didnt fall aslp again..
but was half aslp..
cox really tired..
ahahaha..
nt much comment abt da movie..
jux alot much better than da singapore one..
lol~~

reach home ard 3am bah..
as someone predicted..
duno why i practically become a wood..
and.. dog..
mad girl..
lol~~

really had a great time with you..
hope you enjoy urself too..
<3

morning got nagg-ed for being dat late last night..
jux.. ya.. endless craps..
after dat went auntie's house..
gamble.. eat.. slp.. play..
ahaha.. then reach home duno abt wad time..

needa settle some impt stuff before going in camp..
bleah.. can go slp lohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(:

hello bed.. here i come..

missing you lotssssssssssssssssssss~
=P

_._

2008-02-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

liars...
BURN IN HELLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-.-

):

2008-02-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

wo you yao book in le..
ahhhhhhh...
):

be back at weddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

woo yeah!!!

CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY!!!!

(:

missy youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
<3

hmmmm....

2008-02-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:
book in ):
book out (:

CNY yao lai le!!!
wooo...

back to slp..
^^

here i go again!!

2008-01-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

bookin in in few hrs time...

eh..
came home..
slp.. rest..
went for sudden movie last night..
since i didnt fall aslp watching it..
it's a nice movie..
after movie..
duno consider sway or wad la..
lol!
(:

went down sch to return da wrong peak cap..
then did campcraft..
ahahaha..

tonight got x-men 2...
sob..
cant watch..
):

take care all..
esp you!!!
(:

think i'm gonna miss you again..
ahaha..
and it was so sweet of ya..
hugs!!
(:

backy~~

2008-01-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

hello~~
i'm back after 2 weeks..
body aching everywhere...
ahaha...

got a few millennians in same platoon..
same bunks..
bunkmates all crappy de..
except one or two..

seriously..
ppl who dun lyke home should go ns..
then they will realise da importance of home...
jux lyke me~~
ahahaha..

time in camp is ultra slow...
every seconds count...
time after booking out is SO DAMN FAST!!
lol...

tml booking in again loh...
whee...

ah....
feeling so slpy...
ahahaha...

go slp le~~

空...

BYE!!!

2008-01-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

tml go in loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope i can slp tonight bah...
ahahaha!!!

erm...
take care all!!!
miss me!!!!!!!!

duno wad esle to say le...
wahahahaha....

大家多多保重!!!!

我会很想你的!!!!
希望你天天开心!!!!
(:

kaaaaaaaaaaaaaawaiii

2008-01-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

hello~~

went out ytdddddddddd....
with...
py and black..
suppose to meet clare de...
but she got something last min...
so cant go...
aaron...
janice-ed...
perhaps lyke wad me and clare tot of..
last f...
LOL!!

he going in today...
and sent a gay msg ytd...
lol~~~

anyway...
so 3 of us went cine BK..
py hungry...
then i play with his lappy...
lag his lappy to core~~~
LOL!!

a bunch of..
hmmm..
mad foreigners sat beside our table...
then i told py to come look at something..
then they tot we trying to eavedrop their stupid convy..
so kan-ed us...
we jux..
stoned..
cox we duno wtf was going on...
they are jux mad..
and me and black went laughing awy...

black grew fatter with gay hair..
so he owe me $50..
which apparently he deny...
MOFO!!!

we jux crap from duno wad time to 630...
then talib came...
hi bye him..
cox gonna watch chipmunk!!!!

jux laughing thruout da movie la..
bigger laugher beside me though..
lol!!
theodore was too cute..
short,fat,silly and ultra adorable..
lyke someone..
LOL!
i jux mean da ultra adorable part..
ahaha...
=x

blah...
hate it when ppl call me when i watching movie..
esp when it's..
you know THEM~~
endless nagging..
but wad to do..
they care mah..
lol...

had dinner after movie..
was bloated...
but coughing non stop..
then learnt dat when coughing...
chicken should be avoided at all cost..
ahaha!

jux wondering why coughing happen da most at night...
hmmmmmmmm~~~

then went to da wulu place...
so dat "theodore" dun have to walk fast..
=x
ahahaha..

then went home le..
eat medicine and SLP!!!

oh ya...
no more student fare...
man..
it sux...
bus still can geng..
mrt is a killer..
darn!!!!

2 more days!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
=\

超可爱的!!
(:

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2008-01-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

-.-
i hate coughing.................................................................
it...
sux.....
big....
time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coughing da entire night ytd...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

entire lung lyke wanna come out liao....

hope i recover before fri...
zzzzz....

stupid black...
needa take one whole day to confirm tml thing...
_._

hate my hair...
DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT....

):

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2008-01-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

hello...
whole week basically is npcc-ed..
last week of npcc-ed..
sad-ed..
T-T

CC from..
erm...
forget le...
jux everyday...

fri had parade..
after that went for movie~~
actually watching chipmunk de..
but cant reach on time...
so...
i am legend-ed...

da movie..
hai hao bah...
got scared for few scenes..
but so laughing by da bigger reaction beside me..
LOL!!
=x
so..
OKOK LA de movie...

UC AAR on sat~~
nth much...
jux meeting lorh..

at night went Arena til 3 plus..
cox cousin got event there...
inter jc pagent(duno how to spell & lazy to check)..
but he didnt won...

whole place was packed lyke hell..
so many babes ard...
ahahaha

think da queen is kinda absurd...
question ask..
"if you are on an island.. wad are 3 things you will bring..?"
answer...
"my computer"
(reaction from host "power supply..?")
"psp"
"my family"
so reach home super early...
slpt and woke up lyke 5 mins jux past..

had CC from 8 - 530..
head lyke super pain...
will die le..
then feel slping...

my last day there..
so..
sad..
):
farewell 2nd home..
i'll be back~~~

they got me plague and card..
and dinner too!!!

ahaha..
really appreciate everything bah..
sweet sweet memories...
learnt alot from em...
will miss em~~
ahahaha~~~
(...:

knocking out soon..

this fri go in lohhhhhhhh...
bye bye jurong~~
hihi changi~~~

sry peachy...
thousand apologies...

心好乱..
只希望你会幸福...

你的美我不配

...

2008-01-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

好像生病了...

:(

...

2008-01-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

new year new blog skin~~

anyone who made it here..
congrats..
you know how to use this blog...
ahaha
xD

this blog skin suppose to exist quite long ago...
probs here and there...
so have to settle...

dat's all abt this skin...
(:

nth much to say abt ytd's campcraft bah...
duno how also...
will 疯掉...
ahahaha...
hope everything works out...

this whole week is npcc-ed..
but next week i cant help sir le..
cox...
ya...
lazy to say..
ahahaha..

poor sir~~
=\

johann and si chao start sch...
he run alone...
so sian that i cant help him...
feel so.. sry~~
):

duno wad esle to blog abt...
brain kinda dead...

oh~~ py and tinesh teaching at jwss as relief...
tinesh is kinda mad.. stay AMK..
then come here teach..
siao-ed!! sot-ed!!

cynthia goh is ai mei-ed..
xD

~~想你~~~~

你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到

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2007-12-31T09:58:00.001+08:00

i am bored...
cox...
woke up early to go sch settle some log thingy..
then...
da uncle already move da things back le...
me and johann jux went and came back..

weather is stormy at home..
think earthquake and tsunami is coming...
everyone getting f-ed by him...
kinda used to it though..
this is one main reason for da urge to be NS-ed..
_._

my stupid head hurts lyke f-ing hell..
lyke wanna explode le..
from last night til this morning...
=\

think today nt going count down le..
cox of alot of 大便s happening around...

missed Mr & Mrs Smith and 七剑 ytd..

oh ya...
games camp was fun bah...
stupid cadets with stupid attitude = pissed of instructors..
actually wanna explode le...
but...
end up nv explode bah...
no point... bah...

after camp went crystal jade..
eat, crap,eat,crap,eat,crap..

zzz i sound so sian now...
*sigh*

havent tell HIM abt sunday's cc training..
10000000000000000% get kan by him...
it has reach a point where everyone in da family no longer wanna care abt anything le...
cox..
hmmmm...
aiya...
rather talk to a wall than him...
i find a wall rather more reasonable than him..

tml is a brand new year...
happy new year to all~~

da jie's 21st bd on 2nd jan...
but i think celebrating tml...
i duno la..
so 他妈的乱...

forget wad esle i wanna write liao...
杀了我吧~~~
sadist-ed...

该怎么办呢?
烦-ed

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到

...

2007-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

hope to get NS-ed faster bah...
though.. will miss family and fwens after going in..
but..
think it's better for me bah...

好想...
但...
不知怎么去面对...
)...:

...

2007-12-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

tired...
tired...
tired...

abit blur when i woke up..
think cox of da after effects...

we all damnnnnn shag-ed

真的被cadets气到爆!!!!

tsk...

hope for better results tml...

心好烦
:(

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2007-12-25T21:23:00.001+08:00

wonder if i can wake up tml..
ahahah..
(:

oh ya... my uncle fixed my com..
woot..
yeah!!!
happy chuan

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL..
blessings!!
happy holiday pplx..

<3 chuan

hmmm...
somethings are best to be left within..
(:

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2007-12-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

ahh... DIY christmas tree..
dad nv lyke buying da tree...
so every year.. me bro and jie needa come up with diff designs...
lol..

feel lyke uploading all pictures in 2007..
but too big le...
kinda happening this year...
overview of this year..
fun fun and still fun...
love all my fwens...
*yucks*

i lyke to take pictures...
fwens, me or anything dat interests me..
my phone always run out of space cox of pictures
ahahaha...

eh...
OH YA...
MY BRO LEFT THIS LAPPY AT HOME
DAT'S WHY I'M BLOGGING..
happy chuan..

think i'm gonna change email soon..
superman needa go...
cant expect me ta go out to society and tell ppl
my email is superman........
so... gonna change real soon..
but...
msn dat side..
tsk..
ma fan arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

eh... nt going out tonight le bah...
relative coming over tml..
if overnight...
tml will buay tong one..
=/

duno wad esle to say...
eh..

tml is christmas...
i know i'd said it at my last last post..
but still..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enjoy ur sweet sweet holiday!!!!
(:

~~MISS YOU <3~~

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2007-12-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

as usual..
ha...

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2007-12-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

HMMMMMM....
wont be online for sometime...
duno wad my uncle do to my com...
so da com now wont on...

dun wanna keep use my bro lappy..
he will jux kp me til i die...
soooo...
duno when da com will be fixed...
sian-ed

eh... nth much happen...
xmas coming..
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~~~
LOVE YOU ALL..
*PUKE*

ah...
had sec sch bbq few days ago..
fun to catch up with fwens...
too bad cant stay up late..
coz got campcraft da next day..

dun wanna talk abt campcraft..
coz nth to talk abt it..
jux.. nth..
wahaha..

next wed and thurs got CC..
friday is day zero..
sat sun camp..
WOOT..
YAY..
FUN..
NP ROXY~~
last camp before NS-ed
sob~~

juz now went out with family..
watch tou ming zhuang..
aka The Warlords..
saw movie previews..
A v P 2 looks cool..
i am legend as well..
still got one..
clove something de..
cant rmb title...
so many movies..
so little time and $$
sian-ed..

i had 100 awhile ago..
now left 26..
wonder where money went to..
_._

da movie was...
hmmm..
nice only bah..
arms and legs cut off...
kinda common..
seems lyke no climax de..
so..
monotone movie..

had lunch at mac...
JP quite packed..

tml will be a boring day..
no com...
hope bro go out tml without his lappy til late night..
lol..

duno whether sec sch fwen that side going countdown ant...

christmas relative coming over as usual...

hmmm...
><
ah... nth esle le... bro coming back soon.. take care all!!! (:

~~miss you (:~~

...

2007-12-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

23 more days...
changi chalet here i come...

(:

duno whether i lyke you or wad...
fan-ed..
but duno for wad reason...
i miss you...

hao xiang da sheng de shuo...
WO HAO XIANG NI...
=/

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2007-12-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

miss you..

:(

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2007-12-14T19:27:00.000+08:00

hello...

retreat tml.. WHEEEEEEEE

happy chuan..

miah going ns tml..
hai~~~~
sad-ed...

eh.... black is a fcuker...

AHHHH...

blister on hand...

campcraft roxy~~

^^

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2007-11-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

BURNT~~
xD

SENTOSA TML!!
WOOT!! =x

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2007-11-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna set fire on all my notes and book...
study until wanna die le..
:(

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2007-10-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

lyke cynthia said.. I'M BUSY!!!!

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2007-09-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

TML MY HOLIDAY ENDS...

THE FOLLOWING DAY MY PRELIM STARTS..

ZOMG!!

ok..
went down to auntie's shop to help parents do some things..
then a dog went pass da shop..
it shitted while walking pass.. so da whole place stinks lyke mad..
stupid dog..

afternoon went suntec with sis to see career fair and..
GAME FAIR....
WOOO.. SO MANY GAMES...
SEE THOSE WII GIRLS..
:D~~~~
=x

after that went marina walk walk..
saw clare...
stupid dao girl...
then....
saw da campus superstar girl..
da female champ..
duno her name..
she look..
exactly da same..
AHAHAHA..

and now i'm at home..
bored..
sian..
stoning...
AHHH..

hai shi li bu kai yi qian de ying ying..
tmd.. zhen shi.. SIAN......

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2007-08-29T19:53:00.001+08:00

ahhh~~~

tml is my prelim gp paper~~

ahhh~~~

black bastard me this morning...
then i bastard-ed him for da rest of da day when we met...
i'm EVIL!!!
(:

PEPPER LUNCH~~~
YUMMY!!
cost alot too~~
T-T

i duno where my money went...
i went out with X amt of money...
when i return home..
i had X/10 amt of money left..
ZOMFG!!

went for sec sch chalet last night...
singing cum relaxation session...
got my belated bd present from dar...
sweet as ever..
but i still hate da trip from pasir ris to boon lay..
):

AND I'M STILL WAITING FOR MY DARN SHOE..
@$@#%@$@$@#$ YOU ABE!!!

tml gonna hear story from may...
AHAHAHA...

and....
I HATE PIMPLES..
AHHHHH~~~

sayo~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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2007-08-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

decided to change back this skin..(requested)
ahaha~~

i duno wad to blog also..

erm.. i'm bored~~

sayo~

unexpected..

2007-08-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

was intending to reedit my blog so that IE can also view it..
duno why IE cannot view my blog..
tot everything can be settle..
problems juz kept poping out..

then later was chatting with teng..
she said sth that really question the reason behind creating da blog..
after thinking abt that.. i decided nt to edit my blog...
THX!!!! if nt i'll be wasting alot of time editing it~~

totally disappointed with em..
tsk~~ but come to think of it.. cant expect much though..

for those who can view my blog.. welcome and enjoy..

nt going sch on thurs!!! whee~~
(:

needa save money for da next two weeks~~

84 days to As..

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2007-08-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

i miss you..

):

my 19th birthday!! (:

2007-08-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

juz love it to bits!!!
thx for all da wishes ppl!!
hugs!!

but really wanna thank these odds
tinesh, az, abraham, talib, peng yong, may, miah, miyane and bee!!!!!
thx for celebrating my bd with me.. and thx for da presents..

then gathering cum bd celebrations last sun
cynthia, shurong, si chao, desmond, johann, jeremy, wei wei, hui ling,
sir jeff, regina, darren, zhen hong, mr peh and jieting who's sick dat day~~ =x
thx!!! i love da present!! (:

my bd bash cum rape
aaron, abraham, peng yong, man, tinesh and az for filming..
it still hurt you bitches..

and this new blogskin is a bd gift to myself!!!
(:

last but nt least.. thx cynthia for da bd song thru sms.. (:

(:

2007-08-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

cant believe i still have time to change blogskin..
lol~~
actually i also got nth to blog..
ahhh...
my mind is blank..
HMMM..............

sayo~~
(:

half dead

2007-08-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

too much fastfood le!! now got sorethroat.. SIAN!!
so irritating dat i cant slp well at night.. ZZZ..
went for bb this morning.. came home was lyke half dead..
head so bloody heavy.. and poof!! i got fever.. wth!!

nth much happen recently..
needa save for black's bd present.. zzz..

stupid sch suddenly ask for IRP file check..
which everyone didnt really touch for da entire year..
i'm so SUAY!!!! only 5 person tio file check..
AND I'M ONE OF EM!!!

ytd went out with peng & abe eir..
lazy to list everyone out..
intending to study de.. end up.. go guess urself barh.. _._

I NEEDA WRITE AT LEAST 9 OR 10 ESSAYS!!! ZOMFG!!

ladyman217~

2007-07-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

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this was wad i wanted to do ytd..
cox i think i too free le..
so jux did it..

finally watched transformer today!!!
was.. hai hao barh.. bumble bee so ke lian..
da nokia phone is so cool..
dat girl is lyke ultra HOT!!! whee-u-weet~~ =D...

enjoy today.. die tml.. AHAHAH!!!
tonight got prison break.. WOO~~

guess this week end is nt gonna be a easy one...
sis got into SIM.. but now.. faces financial crisis.. :|

eh.. oh!! sch rules are worst now.. shoe and sock colour only can be a few..
really crappy..

wo xiang da bian..

sayo~

lazy to think of title.. (:

2007-07-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

mind suddenly became blank when i open this page..
got things to blog de but.. eh.. forget le.. AHAHA!!

eh.. fri is combo day.. ahhhh.. sian½..

i haven't watch my movies yet... sob.. coz of a MOFO!!..
BURN IN HELL YOU!!!

tues was junk day.. coz i ate junk food da whole day.. WOO!!!!

needa settle GP stuffy tml.. I HATE BEING GP REP~~ RAWR!!
tml is also da physics day!!!

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bored~ yawns~

sayo~

FUCK?!

2007-07-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

today is super angsty and ultra SIAN day..

nt angsty da whole day larh.. jux.. duno why got really angsty now..
really wanna smash my com.. lag til duno wad larh.. so FUCK UP!!!

sometimes it really feels lyke shit when ur fwens need you for ur help..
they jux do everything to please you.. when you need their help..
they simple.. FUCK CARE!! jux becox it's non of eir FUCKING BUSNIESS!!
nt scoldin em or wad.. cox sometimes i'm lyke dat also..
but it's jux so ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

didnt do wad i'm suppose to do today..
duno wad will happen tml..
jux so bloody forgetful..
SIAN~

today is nt my day..
):

tml got math.. hui kan dao bu xiang kan dao de ren..
sian dao bao..
:|

sayo~

Reflection

2007-07-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. decided nt to use blogskin le.. also duno why..

dad had sort of family talk over dinner last night..
made me think alot.. which i usually dun at all..
kinda weird but.. once again.. i duno why..

needa change alot of bad habits of mine..
dun really know how to start.. but.. juz try i suppose..
sometimes also duno why i do some things..
guess i'm jux out of my mind at those time bah..

really needa seriously think before doing anything..

my result gonna suck big time for As if i continue to be lyke this..
jux needa dump every single thing aside and jux STUDY..
jux lyke si chao said.. die die also have to do it.. so jux do it lorh..

have been such a big poser myself..
time to wake up le..

sayo..

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2007-07-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

someone making noise at tagbox..
so blog LORH..

nth much to blog abt..

eh..
everyday go sch..
after lesson got consultation..
after that come home and..
STONE..

my life is boring..
yawn~~

aaron got abraham into trouble today..
ahaha..
stupid duo..

other then that..
nth much except craps from three of us lorh..
super boring de..

i hate da new timetable..
no break at 1.25..
cant go out of sch..
TMD~~
chao SIAN!!

medical screening next fri..
parents meeting also..
kao..
DEAD!!!

sayo~

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2007-07-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

feel lyke blogging..

but duno wad to blog..

some things cannot be blogged..

if only..

tsk tsk

one word..

HAIZ...............

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2007-07-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm..
my result sux..
sux real bad..
but..
come to think of it..
i deserve this kind of results barh..
:\

didnt really feel lyke going to sch in da morning..
juz feel chao sian de..

sch still da same..
change timetable..
everyday end late except friday..

went mac for awhile after sch..
went there to chill out..
after dat..
home~~

wanna watch transformer..
wanna watch die hard..
wanna watch HP..
but..
ahhhhh..
:\

every night is boring night..

sayo~~

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2007-07-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

woo..
came back on fri night..

trip was fun..
bus trip there was very torturous..
bus driver duno rushing to where..
so didnt slp on da bus trip there..

reached there around 3am..
BUT!!!
needed to wait til 9am before checkin in..
soooo..
daidee-ed from 3am to 9am..
ultra extremely super boring!!!

after checking in..
went to bed...
slpt for a few hrs then went out..

was having big headache when i wake up..
was so giddy..
ahhh..
feels lyke shit..

food was lyke so exp comparing to sg..
went to bowl with fmaily..
after that they went their way..
so me,my sista and her fwen juz walk da entire place lorh..
went to play pool, arcade and went shopping with em..
arcade there was pathetic.. pathetically exp!!!

then went for da lying down roller coster ride..
duno wad's it called..
after that..
eh..
kenny roger for dinner..
back to room..
daidee-ed til slp..
parents went to casino~~
we under 21 cannot go..

day 2..
parents went down to KL to buy things..
so three of us went to theme park from 10am to 7pm..
from da time it opens to da time it closes..
play & play & play~~
ahahaha..

short queue everywhere..
but da pirate shirt afternoon cannot work..
so zzz...
but da best was space shot..
WOOT!!!
SO FUN!!!!

da last ride was duno wad..
but it got us wet..
very wet..

met up with parents after that..
dinner lerh..
then went back room daidee-ed to slp again..
was kinda tired so slpt quite early..

day 3~~
breakfast at hotel..
went back room to slp again..
too tired lerh..
then after that pack and left da hotel..

waited for da bus..
it was lyke totally worthy..
da bus was so much better..
individual tv for each of us..
so much movie to watch..

but da driver also crazy de..
drive so fast..
140km/hr LEH!!
end up sista vomitted..

i was peacfully watching da movies..
didnt even notice her vomitting..
watched house of wax,final destination 3,superman return, davinci code,kongfu mahjong 2 and alot more movies larh..
i keep fastforwarding that's why can watch so many movies..
ahaha..

then ard 9 plus reach home~~

anyway it was lyke freaking cold during morning and night..
noon was lyke HOT!!
got sun burnt on my face..
zz..

but it was so fun!!

eh.. think nth esle lerh..
skipped alot of details..
if nt da entry will become an essay barh..

sayo~

: i'm lyke transparent de.. :

: and i missed you lots :

: you'll only be in my mind :

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2007-07-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

duno wad to update..
coz i think i forgot abt past few days thingy lerh..
oh..
went swimming ytd..
coz cousin came over..
nth to do..
so went swimming..
with sista and cousin..

then came back..
played monopoly..
didnt touch my notes at all..

tml paper at 1..
it's chem!!
AHHH!!

but!!!
tml night i'm going overseas..
WOOO!!!
will be awy til fri bah..

seriously i got no mood to study..
coz keep thinking abt da going overseas thingy..

AHHHHH!!
suddenly going overseas kinda weird huh..
but..
ahaha!!
NVM LARH!!
can go can lerh..
:D

i wont be bringing phone..
so dun waste smses..
only say for da sake of saying also larh..

so.
take care fwens..
esp you....................................................

RAWR!!

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2007-06-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

RAWR!!!

i'm bored..
i wanan watch transformer...
i wanna go for NP...
my next paper is on tues...
sch reopens on 9th..
my sista job's contract finish lerh..

eh..
anyone can teach me how to slp fast at night..
as in lie on bed then ma shang slp kind?
coz these few days i'll lyke roll on my bed for lyke an hr or so..
before really slping..
zzz..
torturous ARH~~~

i think my sista took my nike bag..
i think she asked me in da morning..
but i dun seems to rmb it..
LOL!!

went jas's bloggy and got to know of jay's new album..
it's coming out SOON i think..
jay sounds gay on him..
jie lun's album..

eh..
my mind you blank lerh..
sayo~

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2007-06-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

jing tian xing qing chao bu hao de..
in sch still ok..
come home ma shang no mood..

maybe zai bus shang xiang tai duo bah..
*bang wall*

didnt know first paper was chem..
end up studied math..
but chem ye hai hao bah..
nt as bad as phy
><

cant go 4 np..
CHAOOOOOOOO WU LIAO DE!!
sian½
):

left chem and phy P3 to go..
tml's paper at 1..
can slp late..
but..
it's nt a gd news bah..

more time at home = less time in sch
less time in sch = less time to be happy
less time to be happy = unhappy chuan
*equation of chuan's life*
*sigh~~

xie bu xia qu le..
sayo..

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2007-06-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!
new skin...
this skin!!
was published on my birthday somemore!!
but it's a few years back larh..
it's not completed yet..
da pic still have to upload..
then i realise there is no achieve section..
or der is and i'm blind..
but my achieve section is under ETC lorh~~

actually wanted to use another skin de..
this one~~
http://www.blogskins.com/info/31968
but after templating..
feel that kinda ugly de..
so use this lorh..

then while blogskin-ing..
found this skin..
http://www.blogskins.com/screenshot/28904
then xiang dao CYNTHIA!!
ahaha..

duno why still have time to change blogskin ..
AHAHAHA!!

phy paper today was a killer..
super dead de..
wanted to slp de..
but da teacher sitting right in front of me..
so cant slp..
zzz..

tml paper until 4..
WAH!!
math P2, chem P1 & P2..
ultra combo-ed..

gonna chiong my math stats later..
CHIONG AH!!!
eh..
nth esle le..
had a great laugh during lunch with abraham and aaron..

but feeling kinda ):
also duno why..
juz chao xiang sigh de
hai..

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2007-06-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

woo!!
math paper 1 settled..
juz waiting for it to be back..
tml is physic..
duno why come MI le then dun lyke physic le..
tsk tsk~~

now gonna chiong phy liao..
duno slp wad time again..
so bu xi guan early morning wake up..
too use to holiday waking up late late le..
ahaha~~

parents and sista might be going overseas..
bro going his camp..
home alone SOON..
but maybe they nt going..
confuse larh..
@-@

anyway..
nth le..
IS DA WEATHER HOT OR WAD!?
so darn warm..
AHHHHH!!!

TYPE SOMEMORE I NO NEED STUDY LE..
SAYO~~~~~

oh ya...
hey dar!!!
ahaha..
you're mentioned in my entry again..
woo..
(:

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2007-06-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

woo!!!
CONGRATS TO JEFFREY & REGINA!!
happy happy them!!
was so touching~~
ROM-ed

me & johann lyke bodyguard..
ahaha....
all da instructors one table..
as usual..
all da craps from us...

then also celebrated ms choo & darren's belated bd..
kah wee was darn hyper today..
duno why..
ahaha..
lyke small boy nia..
LOL!!

after that all went up to their room..
deciding where to go next..
and it took very very long time!!!
AHHH..

after that went raffles place de coffee club lim high class kopi~~
then talk and talk and talk..
we occupied alot of space wor..
18 of us..
still nt full strength ahh
as in jjw instructors larh..

after that all ge zhou ge de..
home!!

was kinda tired at da coffee club..
coz did alot of stupid stuffs..
lyke clown lyke dat..
so tired lorh..

felt dat i made some unnecessary remarks..
in simpler words..
didnt think before i say things..
hmmm..
my bad~~

ytd came home rather late..
went for da drama thingy..
da drama was duno wad larh..
dun understand anything..
entire class left half way bah..
half of da class didnt even turn up..
bee didnt come..
SOB!!
T-T

after dat few of us went ard bugis there to makan..
aaron went somewhere with janice..
duno where larh..
after eating..
then went home..
was making fun of shahnaz and her locker..
ahaha~~
inside joke..

anyway..
met dar at JE while waiting for black..
he was so DARN LATE!!
so happen to meet dar~~
fate fate~~
ahaha~~
:D

tml is math paper..
gnna fail bad..
dun ask me why..
tsk tsk..
got my plan in mind..
blank in my mind again..

jue de wo you dian dui bu qi ni..
sry sry!!
:|

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2007-06-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

zzz
pimples are haunting me..
AHHHH..

had to chnage date for da medical screening..
sian~~
think i'll call em today..
_._

gonna have mid year when sch reopen..
guess wad..
i duno da timetable..
AHHH..
sian~~

last night was a irritating night..
something went into my eye..
it didnt wanna come out..
so freaking irritating..
almost couldnt slp..
tian ah!!!
early morning woke up.. eyes was red..
zzz..

come to think of it..
i'm alr 19..
i'm still fooling ard with my life..
still so kiddy..
:/
there're things to be done..

wonder wad will my life be in future..
*wonders*

in fact..
i duno wtf am i doing now..
screwed up life..
tsk tsk..
):

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2007-06-20T14:29:00.000+08:00

wo xue guai le..
so blog first in case i forget wad i wanna blog again..
oh ya..
i think my computer really too lag le..
even when i post..
da typing thingy is lagging bad..
ZOMFG!!
zzz

anyway..
i rmb wad i wanted to blog ytd le..
coz my auntie came over ytd..
so i try to brew tea..
and it was a failure..
LOL!!

few days back..
i was suppose to buy my lunch..
coz dad went out..
duno i should go out ant..
coz scare later he come back found out i nv eat my lnch..
then kp me again..
so i went out..
then i bum into an uncle.. zz..
then after that went jp..
knock into an auntie..
omg..
i was so freaking sway..

eh..
nth else le..
AHAHA..
sayo~~